In Which I Give You A Sneak PeekInside My Head
Do you have one aspect of your personality that you detest, that you would change in an instant if you could?
There are lots of things I like about myself, don’t get me wrong. I’m not writing this to be all down on myself. I love that I tend to believe the best about people, even though this sometimes comes back to bite me in the butt. I love that I make friends easily. I love that I can usually find SOME thing to say to fill in a lull in conversation, even if it is inane.
But you wanna know what I hate about myself? I hate how indecisive I am, how I over think things, and how overwhelmed I get when I have a decision to make, even an inconsequential one. And what’s worse, not only do I over think when I’m obsessed with something, I over TALK. So not only do I drive myself nuts with whatever is on my mind, I bring everyone around me to the nut house too.
Right now the obsession occupying my mind is The Outfit for The Event. I KNOW that no one cares what I am wearing. So why do I stress so much? Maybe I just need to get over myself.
As for the event? THIS is the exciting part. Colleen from Classy Mommy and I have been invited to a VIP pre-screening party for a TV show in NYC. With movie stars and everything. Yeah, we are pretty much beside ourselves with excitement.
And after reading her post this morning, it sounds like I’m not the only one who’s conflustered about what to wear.
I’ve heard the cry for pictures, but after consulting one of my favorite style gurus, I might take one more trip to the mall. She has made some suggestions I want to check out. So I’ll keep you posted. I’m sure you’re biting your nails in anticipation.